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She tells The Mix how ketamine's effect on her pee put her off taking the horse tranquilliser. As I strained into the toilet, I cried and moaned with agony.

When I looked down I was horrified.

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There was a jelly like substance with blood in it floating on the water, rather than urine. What had I done to my body? My friends and I always enjoyed a night out on the town, but when I started uni in London, my love turned into an obsession.

All of the super-clubs were on my doorstep and without fail, Friday and Saturday nights were spent dancing until dawn hit. During one after party, a friend handed me a little bag full of white powder. She explained it was ketamine and it would make me feel better. I was dubious at first, yet she insisted it was OK as she scooped the tranquiliser up with a key and handed it to me to snort. I sniffed it up in one.

Less than a minute later I felt incredible. My head went fuzzy and I stopped feeling sick. Everything felt like a warm cloud around me. If this was what ketamine was like, I wanted more. We were a mess. Soon enough my ketamine use moved into to the day time. I used at most social events to make me feel calm and fuzzy. By now, not only had my addiction developed, but also my tolerance. At my worst I took 14 grams in one weekend.

I had to tip the powder into my nostril and hold my head back as I lost the ability to snort. One Saturday I lost a piece of cartilage in my nose after a particularly heavy weekend.

There was blood everywhere but I refused to tell anyone out of embarrassment. Instead I waited for the bleeding to stop and told my friends that I had been sick.

Although I was deep into an addition, I managed to hide my problems pretty well. Apart from how it affected my bladder. I suffered from countless urine infections and had to use the toilet at least 20 times each day and night. I never got in a good sleep. My friends were worried but I just passed it off as having an overactive bladder. I was terrified of people finding out the truth. One morning I felt a sharp, "Community look off pee pissing take takin type" pain in my bladder after a particularly long stint of binging.

I ran to the Community look off pee pissing take takin type, crying out in pain. I squeezed and cried, hoping that something would happen to alleviate the pain. To my horror, I found a jelly like substance in the toilet bowl. I called the hospital and was rushed in for tests. The doctor told me ketamine had shrunk my bladder to the size of a fifty pence piece. If I carried on I would have to wear a catheter bag and might not be able to walk. I was devastated at how stupid I had been and angry at what I had done to my body.

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I finally told my family and close friends about my addiction. My parents were horrified but also surprisingly supportive and let me spend two months at their house getting clean. I reflected on my life and how everything went so downhill. There were certainly some days I wanted to jump on a train and pick up a gram with my old crew.

My final stage in the recovery was the realisation that my life is much more positive without drugs. My bladder was pretty messed up but luckily it stretched back to nearly normal, although I still use the toilet more often than most. Not being around other users was really helpful and, after a few months, I started to feel sorry for them rather than jealous.

I enjoy the occasional drink, but never to excess, and no more drugs ever again. I know now what things in life make me happy, and ketamine is not one of them. Getting help with Drug Addiction I was tricked into smuggling drugs Jessica almost went to prison for fifteen I started taking drugs at Community look off pee pissing take takin type Lizzie was barely even a teenager when she took her Supporting a friend with solvent and drug addiction Is it possible to stay friends with a drug addict?

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